Its how things work

Throughout the sadness I'm having, I now realized I'm still missing you.

Surprisingly (!)

I know it's much weird when you did repl my post thru your blog.
But at least I feel better by letting out my feelings by writing it here.

Oh gee-Thank you v much ex ;D

Someone from the past

How did it all begin?
We began as myspce friends.

Where did you meet?
School.

When did you meet?
Last year.

Was it love at first sight?
Not really.

how old were you both?
I was fifteen and he was 2 years older.

Where was your first date?
library?

When was it official?
-

The good...

Whats your happiest memory of him?
I shall keep it to myself.

Whats the sweetest thing he has ever done for you?
giving me a cute card

Does he buy you lots of gifts?
No, I don't ask for gifts.

Whats your favorite thing to do together?
Gossip

When did you know you were falling in love?
After the way we met at the library

Who said I love you first?
He did.

Is it true love?
I don't think so.maybe yes

How do you know this?
I think.

The bad...

Whats his worst habit?
Nevermind.

What annoys you about him?
-

Has he ever hurt you badly?
Next.

Would he ever cheat?
You think?

Has he ever cheated?
You judge.

Do you trust him?
I do.


The ugly....

Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head?
Black shirt.

Intimacy...

How do you feel when he holds you?
Safe, it's always like that.

How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms?
Aww but it didn't happen.

How does it feel when he touches you?
I feel as if my heart has been touched by him.

Does his touch give you goose bumps?
Yeah.

Does he kiss your neck?
No.

Your tummy?
No.

Your forehead?
Maybe

Deep and meaningfull...

Could you be without him?
It has been months, You think? Ye lah.

Do you think about him constantly when your apart?
It's normal.

How long have you been together?
7-8 months.

Can you see a future together?
Not anymore.

Would you like to get married?
To him? Naah, that's okay.

Have children?
Nope.

Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you?
Really?

How do you know this?
Because you said so.

Are you scared he might find someone better?
Its just fine..


On a lighter note...

Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?
I prefer keeping it to myself.

Say something that only you two understand
Something.

Do you have nick names for each other?
Yeah, used to.

Does he make you laugh?
All the time.

Do you wrestle?
No.


His Favorites...

Clothing style?
Simple.

Band?
Greenday.

Music?
From what I know, he listens to some of the old songs.

Lasts...

Time you saw him?
Feb

Spoke to him?
I can't recall.

The last text he sent you?
Yesterday


When will you...

See him again?
God knows.

Speak to him again?
Tuhan Maha mengetahui.


Have you ever?

Celebrated a holiday together?
Nope.

Met his parents?
Nope too.

Had naughty time?
How naughty?

Made him cry?
I don't know.

Done anything spontaneous together?
Yeah.

Is this love?
It was ;)

Earthlings

Well well i'm back here fr awhile aftr so long i've been away :-)
It has been ages since I last updated. And here I am again.
As far as I can see, people has stopped reading blogs.

Life's a challenge from God.
You like it or not, that's life.
Life can't always be beautiful.
That's why God gives us problems to handle.

for khalis ,
Let go of the past because something and someone worthy awaits for you.

juste pour le fun!

Haha see!i made this ==>



Speak up, your silence is killing me.
I’ve had enough, so please say something.
How are you feeling?
Cause I can never tell.
Been silent for long,
Now I'm always checking.
Cause I never hear you say what you really think.
I wonder where have you been lately.
Nothing is making sense anymore...!

ScienzΔ e matematicΔ in lingua inglese?

And now I don't know how am I suppose to handle this.Its totally embrassing me!hahaha when i'm the 2nd speaker fr the scll debates were randling those useless point.mad funny when us(4D) versus with the 5Bestarians speakers.There were too many error & jerk when i've recalled it back.Actually maybe ths is my first experience participate in ths competition.Thats may be becausing me have the weirdest personality which maybe freaks me friends out.haha well loser word is moreee easier fr you to label nor describe me.Je parie que nous perdez la partie <: Geee! Okay thats the main part tht i really wanted & excited to tell to you since i'm at school.hahaha!

Life is all about waiting
xxxxxx

Premier jour

"haik?(shocking) kau ke ni?haha comel tp pelik sebenarnya" Then....

lmao!i quickly look at the guys which is actually my friends(but not really la,kira kawan baru) frm next class. & i said to them "haha biar la.jealous la tuu" <: woaaah never expected tht people might blur see-ing i'm cycling to school.Okey la lets forget about it!

My Earthling,so today i'm having my phy,chemist & additional math test paper-result.the results is good so far,but my ++Math ws fooorgh!
have a mercy!!! Gahh i just gt twenty plus plus something.When teacher sufiah did some playback on our test paper,i just realised tht "i am careless" even she's also saying tht to me. i've forgot how to put the positive & negative thaaang,eventhough my answers ws actually right.Just part of it,i'm fucking stupid did nt know how to do.So the moral of the day is think of your studies and do well in your exam

I like seeing beautiful pictures in flickr
xxxxxx