One way to another way

FIRST DAY TRIAL -

BM paper 1 : blh la
BM paper 2 : sersly i'm blurred to choose on bahagian C -,-
Agama : Wooooooo ! never expcted it ws totally hard ! *kenapa kau ta baca buku hah ? shite !

Aftr scll , ibu droped to aunty house . I am sleeping on tht time . suddenly , i heard some one said "assalamualaikum kakak !" Hoooooo fuckingheaven ! its you mum ! yess mum , i'm totally missing you ! Tottaly missing you ! ): She brought me , my fav fruits ! andd i ate like a monkey sbb lapar sgt .

On the kitchen :
Ibu:bm mcm mane ? agama okay ?
Me:err blh la.agama jea susah bcse kakak ta baca psl tamadun islam.
Ibu:okayy.tomorrw bt elok-elok.science and english is your fav subj.i knw , kakak blh buat
( wooo , terharu sgt :')
Me:baik ibu.tp hari rabu susah la.sbb kakak ta terel math and sejarah.lgpun selalu dpt gagal.hmm ( i put my face on the table,suddenly strt to cry )
Ibu:kakak,there's no shorcut to be success.just do your best as far as you cn.ibu akn selalu doakn kakak.
Me:hmm,( still cried )

AND SUDDENLY ! SHE CME BESIDE ME.AND HUGGED ♥ ME TIGHTLY! Ibu you knw wht ? Everything you say , everytime you kiss my cheek , I can't think straight . But I'm okay . And I can't think of anybody else bcse you're the only one person tht i hve . Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you . Months going strong now, and no goodbye.Unconditional, unoriginal.Always by my side.Meant to be together. So, as a responsible child I am, I know it's my duty to look after her or missing her badly. Hello, ta tau ke yang syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu? I don't care if you think I'm rude but you must know that when it comes to my family, I am very sensitive about it. Mess with them, you're messing with the wrong bitch. Family is always the first priority ! ♥ ♥ then boyf and cbn-ers,csd-ers come aftr .

" AS LONG AS I AM STILL BREATHING "

i will always love you, ibu

Yess,I have to keep up on track and get into some serious studying. No more myspacing or evn online games. I can't afford more B's or any C's in my result. Focusing on PMR too much makes me want to throw up but hey, hard work pays off. First of all, a week of hell is strting and I thank God for that sbb na suruh aku belajar. I suffered with eight bloody freaking enormous ulcers and a sore throat in my mouth through out the whole week. For exactly four days I will being tight-lipped, mute and taciturn. Shitass it wasn't easy for someone who talks a lot like me. I couldn't even laugh nor smile properly. Eating was quite impossible too.



Hmm. bye.