I need it to stop. I want it to stop. It has to stop. Somewhere.Time flies so fast I can't even have the time to relax or actually take a time to breathe. I've never been a laid back person. My mind kept spinning around eventhough I tried to relax. I'm a major thinker. Maybe I should go and see a psychologist or something. I'm tired of all these things. I really am.I gt second last place fr my trial exam.33/34! Yess,i knw i'm too stupid! It hurts me when i knw it just now at the lab.I'm weak!
Yes, of course you can say that I shouldn't be thinking about this and that. Technically, I have to. It's my life, I want it to be fine. I want it to be alright. I can't expect it to be perfect but yeah, I want it to be just fine. Since you can't always wait until that problem is solved by itself. You can't always have to depend on people to think about it for you. Come on, it's not that I don't want to relax. I do. But I just can't. Future scares me. A lot. God knows how much.
Well,I admit. So stressful! Everything is. What calms me down? Books. But I can't even read books now. I'm not in the mood, yet. I can't even seemed to have the mood just yet. Sigh. Depressed and stressed. How joyous was that sound? Grr.Lantak la.Wtvr it is,it's just my visualisation!I need to be more focuss.Bttr go now,I feel very guilty bcse i did not read anythng at all fr sejarah today.
May Allah bless me in everything that i want to do
Adios ,
I miss you alot, dad ♥♥ I wish you are here beside me now.I need you here, with me,always here and never leave me behind. I'm not only wanting it,I actually, need it.
Eeer,perhaps -,-
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