Between love and losing

Hi. Before I start, let me notify you that crude and vulgar words may be involved in this post. Leave now before you get cranky and pissed off.

First of all,sleep over at edrina's house ws totally cool.Borak && gelak wthout point.Help her do-ing all those stupid things. To be truthful, i can't believe that i'm already fifteen. 'fifteen', wow so much for the maturity. i'm always saying i'm back and wiser than ever. it's all bullshit. mood swings are so eff up, you know? i sometimes wish i could turn back time cause i regret knowing most of the people i know now. no offense, but let truth be told. i miss having fun wth my old friends.Yeah,Iloveyousayang ♥♥

Oh yeah, while ths is wht happen lastnight i guess -,-They were shitaaaz!Lol.I mean my bff.Hmm,fyi i cant believe most three people tht i love,make furious at me at the same day.I don't know,how to tell you cs im totally upset wth it... i didnt tell anyone about how me and my own friends broke up in our friendship.just those person tht i trust.Eeer...i dont feel like telling, so let go je lah kan? since i am a bitch. sokay. m used to people calling me that. i'm a bitch, at least im not a hypocrite. and i mean every single shit that i said and say!

Fr sure,i have so many things to blog about but I'm afraid I'll regret whatever I'll be saying. Maybe I should just keep this to myself but then, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't feel any better. I think I'll blog about this some other time when I am one hundred percent sure about telling the world regarding the situation I'm facing or otherwise

I am sorry for whatever i have done,
Forgive me for i am only human,
Anger is in anyone and everyone,
I am far from a saint,
And so are you

i want to be a bird. so free, i can fly high and poop on anyone's head!